My memory keeps lots of moments from my childhood. Some of them are really big and some are very small, some are important in my life and some are not. I was active kid and liked adventures.<\/p>\n
I remember once I went to hunt for wolves, I was 3 years old at that time, I had plastic sword in my own and was very sure I am armed very well. I remember how I played with burning plastic on my backyard and burnt my own hand (I still have scar). I remember my very first nightmare, it was very scary at that time and totally nothing at this moment. I remember my first day in kindergarten and my hostility, I really didn’t want to be there. But surprisingly most brightest and warmest feelings I have when I remember one night.<\/p>\n
I was about 4 or 5 years old, exact age faded away from my memory. Mom, Dad and I were watching TV. I can’t remember what show we were watching, it was 35 years ago, and my memory did not keep such details. It was about 9 o’clock and I was really tired, I had very busy day with my friends. I was sitting on the couch and I even did not notice when my eyes start to close. Little by little I was gliding into warm depth of dream. Sounds and lights around me started to become dim. I was trying to stay awake but my weariness finally won over me and I fell asleep.<\/p>\n
I can not remember how long I was laying on couch napping. I just was remembering next moment when my Dad was carrying me on his hands. I feel relaxed and warm, it was like ocean swings you up and down in warm water. I was feeling how gentle my Dad was holding me and by that I felt how much he loves me. He gently put me in my bed trying do not wake me up. He did not know I was not sleeping already and I was trying do not show it.<\/p>\n
I felt coolness of sheets on my warm body. I was laying under blanket and slowly moving my legs and arms, feeling how warmth of my body was spreading under the blanket. I remember it was wonderful feelings! Right now I think that was bit ridiculous but then I was feeling excitement. I felt nicely and pleasantly so I was gradually falling to sleep again and even did not notice it again.<\/p>\n
Next morning was Saturday and there was no reason to wake up early and rush. I was slowly waking up. I was laying in the bed and diving into warm darkness and floating up. I was hearing my Mom and Dad talk about something. I was smelling breakfast my Mom was cooking. My body and mind was full of happiness and excitement. Happiness to be right here and right now. Happiness just to be alive!<\/p>\n
So much time passed since then and so many things happened since that night but I still remember it very clearly how my Dad was bringing me to my bed. I remember all those warm feelings and I remember this moment of my life with nostalgia. Nostalgia to be young and careless.<\/p>\n
My parents never tell me they love me but this small act of love told me more than millions words they could say. I think this influenced my life much but I realized now how deep is parents’ love.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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